Chronique

Hello world! Exams are over! And I have officially resumed life as a human being. Being a robot sure sucked. Anw, I've got tons of photos to upload but I'm too lazy to, so just check out my friendster profile for em. Photos are, of course, censored, I wouldn't want people to rat out on me and tell my mommy I've been a baaaad baaaaaaaaad girl. I love my buddies so I think I'm going to shift to livejournal, where the life is more happening :)

I LOVE almost ALL OF YOU,
bye!

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

-Muse, Invincible.

I love you hamlimzf.

I don't care if you tell me that you find her pretty or you still like her ("very little!") or when you walk away from me or you scream fuck at me or get really angry in trying to convince me that you love me and only me or when you sweat because you walked all the way from home to meet me just to tell me that you adore me or feel like slapping me because my insecurities really annoy you or if we fight all day long over the stupidest thing. Because I know at the end of the day we'd kiss and make up and all I want to do is snuggle in your arms and breathe your scent and hold you till our legs get wobbly and we'd have to sit down. With you I am ridiculously pathetic. And that's because I'm hopelessly in love with you. 

I'm in the midst of preparing for A levels and sure I'm scared as hell but I'm coping well. I just bought a dress online and snagged a kiss with my boyfriend, so I feel a gazillion times better. It feels good to be blogging after such a long time, and I know nobody comes here anymore but rambling to yourself is somewhat soothing, no? So anyway, I looked through my photos and they look stupidly outdated, I need to resume my social life after A levels. It's party all night long, all week long with the chummiest buddies and of course, I will need to spend quality time with buddha boy aka halim zul fahmi before he goes to serve our country as a policeman. I am such a bimbo. I am beginning to blog about nonsense like my boyfriend and shopping and my non-existent social life. Hmm, sometimes I think he's still in love with that absurdly cute girl. It's not fair but well, life ain't fair. Oh no, Nerine is online and I am unpleasantly reminded of the GP mock test I have tomorrow at 8.20. Can you believe it, after 18 November I will not have to be woken up at 6 everyday anymore. After 18 November I will be free from the grasp of Pioneer Junior College. No more mugging, no more studying, no more stressing, no more binging, no more "Oh, you're from PJC? The MCS quite screwed up right?", no more nasty librarian, no more cbnb (go figure) school clerk, no more national day rallies in the mornings under the hot sun standing up, no more cameron yaw, no more being punished for being late, no more running to school, no more "Girl your skirt so short, shameful!", no more pimples, no more "Omg I want to watch Burn after Reading but I feel so guilty", no more abstinence from shopping and no more time away from boyfriend. (Fuck I'm so shallow)

Okay time to study.